In my constant pursuit to understand the world around I have made excuses for assholes.
I never truly understood what was wrong with me. Why am I hated? Why don’t I fit in? Why am I plagued with this feeling of loneliness?
I’ve allowed the pettiness of others to affect my inner joy… my prosperity for life.
There is a level of appreciation for life that allows me to wave past the bitterness of what others have and forgive them. This quality of my own is golden and has been taken advantage of.
Allowing so many to pass that I find myself at the back of the line consistently.
I’m tired of it.
I apologize to the new people I have yet to meet because you are getting my inner bitch and if you don’t like it thank the people who have crossed over my path without permission before.
I will stare at the glow of the fire of the bridges I am burning and gleam because frankly I don’t give a fuck.
My mind is to precious and my soul is to rich to bare witness of myself squandering from my lack of like minded genuinely good individuals in my life.